Wednesday, 2 April 2014

Short Update .

And I’m finally back once again after leaving this space blank for such a long time . Back bc I finally dropped my tag ( screams , continues , still screaming ) , omg yay , the feeling is so great , bc you get to cut it yourself . Four torturous months is finally over !


And a whole bunch of people have constantly been begging me to update my blog , idky omg . I actually find that it’s quite boring lol .

So life has been pretty alright ( I guess ?? ) other than the usual conflicts and bitching about , everything’s pretty much looking good .

Didn’t got breached , but it’s on hold , idky tho . And obviously I don’t wanna get breached so I guess I should like freaking do my CSO , sigh , such a burden .

And yes , I’m already single . So many have been asking , but please stop , bc I don’t wanna explain . Not that I even wanna explain why . Just know that the both of us are just really really realy goodfs now . I’ll obviously miss him , duh ( fucking 14 months plus ) , but I’ll be able to move on , just that it takes time . We're more than friends , but less than lovers . Idk ugh sigh . 









And how can I not mention my dearest girl in my blog . The one that has always been there no matter , up till now . Our quarrels don’t even last for an hour . Ok , mainly bc I’m showing attitude and her tolerance level is damn high , plus I guess she knows that I’m just pissed that’s why I’m like that . Love her to bits and pieces . Sigh , her school’s starting school , idk what I’ll do without her constantly with me . Kind of like a soul in two bodies omg I love her .







Anyway , photos bc I don’t want my blog to be so long lol . Ok , sorry , I’m just lazy to type . So have fun judging the photos ok .

But first , let me take a ( lot of ) selfies . And yes , there are a lot more , but I won't be posting them lol . 







Now it's time for the rest hahaha . Unglam , but tbh I don't care & there are so much more with others that I'm really too lazy to upload . 







Hopefully , I'll get motivated to update soon with more stuff ok . HAHAHA . 

xx

Saturday, 8 March 2014

♡ 19012013 ♡

And I’ve finally found the time to blog , damn , I’ve been so busy ( ok it’s just an excuse ) , anyway I’m here to clear all your doubts ( yay ? )

1)      Why is my “ask.fm” suspended

2)      Who is that guy on my Instagram / Twitter

3)      Am I attached

4)      Who’re the girl(s) I’m always taking photos with

Well , tbh , I have no idea my ask.fm was suspended until one of my girlfs told me about it . And the only reason that I had in mind was that I was reported . What’s new ?

Moving on to one of the most asked question on my ask.fm , whether or not I’m attached & who’s the guy I’m always taking photos with .

Yes , I’m happily attached for almost 14 months to the best boyf I’ve actually dated . We started out on 19th January 2013 . And we were kinda playing with each other’s feelings & I don’t know when and how and why , we fell for each other . Things went on really smoothly for the first three months and the bickering started and we quarreled quite often over the smallest things . But it didn’t break us up , because the quarrels would be over in less than an hour . HAHAHA .

I’d say that he’s so far the best boyf I’ve had in my whole 17 years of life . Excluding those that I just played with ( yes , you can judge me for all I care ) , he’s the one that has always been there for me throughout no matter what I’ve done to him .

I’m one of those girls who’re super obsessive over what I have & yet doesn’t really cherish it . I tend to PMS a lot & it’s usually really bad . To the extent that I’d just cry at anything he says / throw a tantrum just because he has no idea what to have for dinner , yes , I know it’s crazy . But he actually tolerated it till now .

And it really surprises me , like this is the first time a guy could actually tolerate my attitude .
He dotes on me a lot . I’m a really materialistic girl & wants literally everything I see . And no , I don’t always spend his money , and I buy what I want myself as well . Just that at times , he’d get it for me . We’d share the bills because I don’t like how they say a guy has to foot for the bill , like lol what logic is this .

I was inside girls home twice for different cases & he waited for me , just like how he said he would . And I had my birthday inside girls home on 6th October 2013 . I came out on 5th November 2013 . And we met on the 6th . And he gave me this huge Winnie The Pooh with a heart shaped Happy Birthday at the front . And when you press it , it sings the birthday song .

No , it wasn’t Pandora or anything branded , but it was the sweetest thing ever . Because I never thought that I’d receive any gifts since it was like almost a month past my birthday . But being the super sweet boyf he is as usual , he got me a gift .

We don’t usually celebrate monthsaries like getting each other gifts & cards & whatsoever , we’d just spend time together ( like as if we’re already not seeing each other 24/7 because he’s staying at my crib ) hahaha . I mean , why do you need to give someone something just because it’s a monthsary . I get him stuff just because I feel like it & he gets me stuff just because he feels like it , we don’t need it to be any occasion for us to get each other stuff .

He’s like so perfect , ok perfect is like an understatement . He’s just like the ideal boyf for me . And obviously there are lots that’s trying to break us up , I don’t know why ( maybe they are jealous hahaha ) but no , it’s not affecting me at all . Not a single bit of jealousy because we just kind of like make jokes about them .

Well , I wouldn’t say that I’m not jealous actually . It’s just that I’d reframe my mind & think of it in another way . And we’ll end up laughing it off . And even of my condition now , he’s still here by my side every single possible second . Making sure that he gets to spend every moment with me , creating new memories .

I mean , I wouldn’t know when I’d be gone . I could be blogging right now , and the next second right after I’ve posted this up , I’m gone . Who knows ? And no , I’m not down with cancer or whatever , but ya .









Moving on again , to the girls that I’m always taking photos with , are my two best girlfs . Jodi & Vina . Always there for me , other than always being late pffft . But overall , they’re probably gifts from heaven , although I can’t seem to think of any good reasons why I’ve been given such precious girls . HAHAHA . 




















And I've finally created a Dayre account . Follow me alright ! I promise to update it super often .


Maybe I’ve been really good in my previous life ?? ( ok maybe huh )
Guess that’s all for now , time for you guys to have fun judging me hahaha . Just go ahead , no one’s stopping you anyway .

Oh hey , not forgetting their Instagram(s) .
Jodi : @lilliputiannn
Vina : @vinatwnx
Di Sheng ( My boyf ) : @nintendods_

xx